I am 30 years old. I have two precious little girls 4 and 6. My wife recently died from an aneurysm half year ago. I feel alone. I have a good heart (been told so by several ppl) i treat a women exactly like should should be treated; unrestrained, unchained, and a human being just like my fellow man. I'm very shy on the outer shell but i'd like to think i'm very in interesting. I like a woman who takes care of herself (lately though, that could be a hypocritical statement because of my wife's passing) I DO smoke but I'm willing to kick anything to have somebody in my life. God left me those two little miracles. but I still feel like I need something more. I'd like to think of myself as someone you would love to have the pleasure of knowing. Play music, sing, record, released one album (metal/rock) Grown up a bit since then. I will always be a musician - lets get that out now. I love kids. You got 'em, I love 'em. Brunettes/Black hair are kryptonite to me but i'm jut saying. Looking for someone younger looking, nice figure (not trying to be shallow or anything) it's just that ...you want to be happy right? well when you look at the person your with, you want to think "gosh, your good looking, I'm glad i'm with you, that and more" I dabble with snowboarding when I get the chance. Favorite food/dish is seafood fettuccine. Favorite food is anything but American=mexican,chinese, italian, thai, japanese, etc. I have brown hair thats dark enough to pass for black, I have green eyes touch of hazel I think, 198 lbs, hotel marketing firm online. When i'n mot doing that I do light industrial/electrical/construction and AHU/ACU Assembly. Anyways I hope your out there Ms. Lady Friend I look forwardto it. Any more ? just hit me up

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